I did mean to post this on Sunday, but, well… with our wedding anniversary on Thursday and a lot of chaos that day beyond our planned distractions, the weekend became regulated to all things non-internet, including the ROW80.
We are mid-break, so no one needed to check-in nor did anyone miss a linky, but I probably should have warned people there wasn’t supposed to be a Sunday post.
Sorry. Though… I do have to confess; it was nice. We had lovely weather and spending some time away from my computer enjoying it, felt good. And a long weekend with my awesome family just can’t be beat either…
But now it’s time to get back to the grind, so to speak. Time to make a plan and set some goals for upcoming Round 3. It starts on July 3rd (which may, depending on your nationality, inspire some revolutionary creative sparks).
So here is your new “Goals linky”. Remember… S.M.A.R.T. goals where you can will get you where you want to be. But also. remember to enjoy the journey as much as the dreamed-for destination.
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Hey! I’m going to Denver Comic Con this weekend! I’ll be on panels and signing books! Here is my schedule!
Laughter in the Face of Disaster (Friday 6/30 11AM Room 407),
Military Scifi an Institution (Friday 6/30 3PM DCCP4 – Keystone City Room),
Fight the Power! Fiction for Political Change (Friday 6/30 4:30PM Room 402),
The Writing Process of Best Sellers (Saturday 7/1 12PM Room 407),
The Hardness Scale – Is Fiction Better Squishy or Solid? (Saturday 7/1 3PM Room 407),
Economics, Value and Motivating Your Character (Sunday 7/2 11AM Room 407).
Friday 6/30 from 1PM-2:50PM at Tattered Cover Signing Booth 2,
Saturday 7/1 from 10:30AM-11:50PM at the Tattered Cover Signing Booth,
Sunday 7/2 from 2PM-4PM at Tattered Cover Signing Booth 2.
Come see me!
Also, thanks to Sisters in Geek, who collected up this information in this article on my and other authors’ schedules, so I didn’t have to. You’re the best, Sisters in Geek!
— Thinking. Maybe a little, maybe a lot.
— Planning and / or researching.
— Sending things to the beta.
— Relaxing, taking a break, etc.
— Other stuff-ing. Look at the comment.
Question: What has your brain hamster been doing, to use the above example?
There are key moments and motifs in fiction that we latch onto as readers, and as writers. Symbolic scenes that loom large for us because they connect in some deeper way with our own buried nightmares and past traumas.
For me one of those moments is in C.S. Lewis’ The Silver Chair, where every single day, bound to that chair, the prince remembers how much he’s forgotten. Fleetingly, he understands he’s a prisoner and also that he can do nothing about it, imprisoned equally by his own enchanted brain.
I was just six or seven when I read this and the horror of it simply overwhelmed me and then infiltrated me: that moment when you know, and simultaneously know the knowledge won’t last.
I think it terrifies me because the vulnerability and powerlessness of that moment is so crushing and absolute.
In Never Now Always, I set out to explore the terror of that moment. And also to face it and conquer it, putting my characters in the same predicament, yet giving them tools to fight.
So the story centers on Lolo, a child who finds herself trapped in a mysterious labyrinth under the supervision of a horde of voiceless alien Caretakers. She is surrounded by many other children, but none of them know how they ended up there, or what happened before. And as the Caretakers subject the children to psychological experiments focused on trauma and memory, their ability to form short-term memories is limited, too. Everything they learn, or think they learn, just slips between their fingers like water.
Then Lolo hits on the concept of writing — scrawling drawings and pictographs as simply as possible, designed to represent these fleeting pieces of story to her future self. Hoping that she stays the same, that her perception persists enough from day to day that when she sees those scribblings later, she’ll still know what they mean.
For me, as the writer of the novella, it was more complicated. The deeper I got into the story, the more I realized how truly challenging it would be to tell a story where the mechanics of narrative are broken, where one thing doesn’t always lead to another and pieces of story don’t necessarily add up.
In some ways every scene felt like a first scene. There are gaps in this story, and continuity errors.
But I also realized that while I wanted my reader to feel somewhat disoriented, I could not let them remain as disoriented as the characters, because that would really not be an enjoyable story to read.
So I also ended up depending heavily on language to do the work — I tried to anchor everything in touch and taste and feelings, always in the present tense, a language reinvented for children whose sense of time is confined to a narrow slice of perpetual now. Everything that’s happening to them is happening in the immediate, and the present is the only moment that matters.
And in that perpetual now is where I think my characters — and I, myself — find redemption and solace. Because love is deeper than language. Because my dog doesn’t need to remember all the days of his life with me to know that with me he’s loved and safe and home; “yesterday” and “tomorrow” don’t actually mean anything. As always, my dog is wiser than I am. So I gave Lolo a dog, too, to help her figure it out.
In the end, the story returns to the one idea I find most comforting: that in this world and the next, life after life, we always make our way back to protect those who’ve protected us, and to be reunited with the souls we’ve loved.
I hope it’s true.