Aspiration failure
Mar. 7th, 2011 09:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
charameiSo, that flat I took my dad along to? It's got a severe damp problem. Severe as in the ceiling is about to come in. The good news is, the estate agency didn't know about it, so
And today I wound up crying at work again. One day I'll find the trick of not weeping, but probably not any time soon.
I just... I want someone to make me feel wanted and useful and good for something, just once, without that person being my mum and the conversation happening over a phone because I called her at some stupid hour to say, "Hey, I'm still miserable." It's no wonder I can't write for shit and I'm burying myself in Sims, because hey, at least good things happen to my Sims occasionally! They have hopes and dreams and zombie apocalypses caused by evil witch serial killers.
(Comments are disabled because this feels horribly like fishing for attention, and I'm really not trying to. I just needed to vent.)
And today I wound up crying at work again. One day I'll find the trick of not weeping, but probably not any time soon.
I just... I want someone to make me feel wanted and useful and good for something, just once, without that person being my mum and the conversation happening over a phone because I called her at some stupid hour to say, "Hey, I'm still miserable." It's no wonder I can't write for shit and I'm burying myself in Sims, because hey, at least good things happen to my Sims occasionally! They have hopes and dreams and zombie apocalypses caused by evil witch serial killers.
(Comments are disabled because this feels horribly like fishing for attention, and I'm really not trying to. I just needed to vent.)